Still Tired

Where does time go? I am never sure. Today is one of those days that I woke up tired b/c I had two kids in bed with me most of the night and no husband. I just don't sleep well anymore with my babies touching me all night long. I need space. Everyday I love them more and everyday I realize that I need my own space. Even if it is just while using the bathroom. Don't always get to go to the bathroom by myself. I wish my house didn't look like a bomb went off even when I spent a bunch of time cleaning today. I even took my kids to play with their friends for a few hours and till not enough. I am tired. I need sleep. I need a break. Just a few moments here and there to steal away so I can regroup. When no one naps that is hard. I feel like I spin in circles. i am making dinner tonight and bringing some to someone from my church. I love to cook but not with all the help I sometimes am forced to take. It is my son's 4th b-day on saturday. I am excited b/c I love to throw a party. He is also having a party with some friends from school the weekend after. I love a good theme! this year Ben 10 for my very own ben 4! i love my kids. I just wish they didn't come with so much drama. Also why do they have ears. . . they don't really seem to use them. Ok enough for one day. I could go on and on. But I must be thankful! Always remember all the good in my life and all the God has blessed me with!
From Colossian 3:
Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. 16 Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. 17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.